queenofthegems

Hi, it's been a good while and now at this point I am trying to get through RL situations and such. As a result, my mind and emotions have been really...Really low. I've tried to have a new start and removing what I don't want any longer in my DA gallery, update what is needed. But... With all that is going on now, I feel that maybe I should start from the beginning and have a fresh start. The reason I say this is because every time I go through it, the more I realize that I have grown from when I started and...It now doesn't reflect me in a sense. I've grown and I don't think now my gallery is showing that. Plus mentally I am struggling to get through day by day after a couple days ago, marking a full year since my mom had passed away. Its a loss I am still dealing with but no matter how much its hurting me, I have to keep going. I wish I can sugar coat this and say 'everything will be alright', but I can't. Its been a struggle since that day and I'm trying to get things situated and

Its been a good while since I made a post or a journal here on DA, but many things have happened in the process. Many RL issues have risen its head and a personal loss has held me back a bit, but I am doing my upmost to continue to do what I love to do: write and draw while also trying to mend my wounded mind and heart from such a loss. My emotions tend to get the best of me, but I try to get through them one day at a time. Bear with me. At the moment, right now for a start, I am doing a bit of spring cleaning through my gallery to decide what can be redone and updated, stays, or deleted. That decision is up to me and only me. It is my choice after all. Art and Writings I have done will also be scrutinized to see what I can remove, update, or keep. Also, I am in the process of fixing up The Great Dissidia Wars here on DA and I am aware that some things are confusing you and such. Don't fret, once the chapters have been reordered and updated, it'll make more sense. @Kalea--Jade is also